A heavy heart and condolences to the wrong person.

Your obituary was published today and I'm feeling pretty overwhelmed by the outpouring of condolences. Because really, I don't deserve them. I'm heartbroken for reasons that people who don't truly know me can't understand. They don't know that I didn't know you. That I saw you for the first time in 29 years, as father … Continue reading A heavy heart and condolences to the wrong person.

Not titled simply because my brain hurts too much to think of one.

I am a shell. Empty. Hollow. If you listen carefully you'll hear the waves. Waves of emotions, Washing over me. I am a zombie as I wade through the water.  Deeper.  Further. The ocean isn't calming. It's deafening. It's suffocating. The waves are stronger now, they are winning. I feel their pull. I feel their … Continue reading Not titled simply because my brain hurts too much to think of one.